My lord's kiss

My lord kissed my pain away
Yesterday, when I was crying
It wasn't myself in me
These days have been so mean

I felt his warm spirit by my side
And this quickly dried my tears
Sweet, gentle, a loving kiss
Which seemed to hold me tight

Then it was myself again
And the pain couldn't bother anymore
I suppose it must be the way you feel
When you have your lord conforting you

I'm not ok

I'm not ok

just leave me

go away

or kill me

but, please,

don't torture me

or tease

im not a clown

im dying

so, go now

You can doubt on me

you can doubt on me
you can doubt on my words

you can even doubt on my heart
but you cant doubt on facts

and if its a proof you're wainting for
be sure you will have it

then doubt on whatever you can
but you will never be able again

to have a reason to doubt on me
and i do doubt that someday

youll have someone who loved you
and fought for you better than me

~

Gothic

usually, everybody hates me
so I just dont care anymore

no matter what i do
everybody hates me

im not good with humans
animals and plants like me better

so i dont care about anything anymore
i dont want anyone to like me anyway

and i do hope to dye soon
i do wish so and i will!!!

at least im honest..

My only Lord

My Only Lord is the heart unknown

And I am the key that he chose

We go through life and death just flown

Our dreams are synchronized
His centaur brings me a rose

When I'm almost agonised

Inside our minds the sun is blind

However the pure love is just kind